I wrote another poem to help people understand my anger and my meltdowns.
I wish you stop throwing surprises at me.
I can't anymore of this I feel scared or I could cry.
Stop this I don't like it.
I wish you would stop now.
I didn't say that.
I can't help it if my schedule changes or you make me angry.
I WILL have a meltdown, NOT a tantrum.
Can't you stop now I can't this any more.
I can't help that I'm the autistic God intended me to be.
I can't help you disagree because I am right and you are wrong.
Please I never do that at all your lining.
I wish you just knew what my autism does to me, then you understand.
Wander Over Yonder is the best show ever and I am the biggest fan.
I want everything to be the same so keep it like that please.
I am rebel.
I wish you treat my friend with kindness.
I wish to be alone.
You don't understand.
I going in time out for having a meltdown?
Autism itself is a special interest to me.
I not stupid I just acted differently.
I am clever and creative I tell you, but you wouldn't care.
I just didn't know what to say.
Please stop laughing at me.
Look, you messed up my day.
Why don't you get I'm autistic and know much about social solutions.
I don't need a cure.
I need understand and love.
And haven't had much this days.
Google Autism please.
I have needs too y'know.
I can't stop this.
I didn't choose to be autistic.
I want better treatment.
If you were autistic you'd understand my pain.
If you treat me with kindness and care about me, then I will be your friend.
If you don't caring about me, being a bully or a jerk, or you can't understand me or my love for Wander Over Yonder, then I worry about you and fear you.
Please care about me.
I wasn't in control of my power.
I am sad and you don't get why.
Can't I be like everyone else?
Why did God make me like this?
Do you get me?